05/29/2026
I just finished my appointment with Dr. Tang at the London Cardiac Institute. He was exceptional in explaining everything that is currently going on with my heart failure.
Apparently my QRS duration is widening and is now abnormal. I’m at 133 milliseconds, which is worse than it was when I was first diagnosed in 2018 with Congestive heart failure.
I also have a Bundle Branch Block that is affecting both my right and my left lower heart chambers. This affects the electrical activity going to my heart that controls my heart beating. The left and the right are beating out of sync. This is causing my heart failure to worsen and my ejection fractions to decrease.
I’ll be receiving a CRT-D (pacemaker and defibrillator) within the next few weeks. The surgery itself is done as day surgery and only local anesthesia. It’ll be interesting to see/hear what is going on. Then it’ll be adjusting….again. Different meds, etc. and approximately 4-6 weeks recovery.
Really glad I live in Canada! This would cost $80-$100K in the states!
I’d asked Dr. Tang if he was able to get me an Iron Man chest insert? Not sure why he laughed 😝
What does this all mean? Right now, I’m struggling a lot to do simple things. Going up stairs, walking, standing, breathing, talking…things we all take for granted…absolutely depletes me. I’m spending a lot of time sitting or in bed resting. And it’s driving me crazy!!!!!
I’m also not sure how this is going to affect my pottery…which is my livelihood and my only income. And my mental health therapy 🥺. This all truly scares me.
Thank you to everyone for your love and support. I don’t know what I’d do without my family, my friends, and everyone who has reached out to me. 🫶🏼🩵