21/12/2023
What can I say…I’ve struggled a lot emotionally since dad died. Surprisingly more so than with mums passing.
By the time we were in November I realised that WVLA was just going to have to wait, and I needed to surrender myself on focusing my energy on my own internal healing. For my husband and my children, I needed to rebuild myself and be stronger. This whole year has been a complete whirlwind of emotions, and as much as I wanted to get the castle painting finished, I was drained to the gunnels. Absolutely drained. Sitting still has not been an option for my grieving process. I just couldn’t contemplate that thought. Too hard.
The print on the second page is from a wonderful artist I found recently called
She has a unique talent and such a special gift. The painting is my nephew in Canada, his partner and their two children Jude and Flora. Still grieving their own sad loss of wee Jude who passed away with cancer, the little boy in the painting 🧡❤️🩹 and Ofcourse my losses are their losses too.
2024 is around the corner. It’s my happy place. Where I step into the light and I can feel a kind of new me. Acceptance, Love, and God willing stability. Consistency, of the above 🙏
So please let me wish you all a wonderful Christmas and so so much happiness and love and health for 2024.
I’ll see you all in the new Year ❤️💛💕💚🧡💜💙🌈🤸♀️
Remember to look out for Santa on his trike on Christmas Day to any of you in stonehaven. He’s doing well after his strokes 🎅🏻😅😉 and You never know. Mrs Claus may just join him this year. We’ll see how the old aches and pains go on the day.
So much love. Have a wonderful wonderful time, and love each other with everything you’ve got. With gusto 💪♥️
Merry Christmas everyone ######x