15/12/2025
My first ever Christmas pop-up exhibition, and I walked into it carrying a lot of anxiety.
We had very little time. I didn’t know what all to take, or if people would even want to buy what I make. I’m always critical of my work and rarely allow myself to truly appreciate it—this time was no different.
Sunny stood by me through everything. I honestly don’t know how I would’ve managed without him. We drove back and forth to the studio 4–5 times a day, often at odd hours, just to finish pending work. And still, it never felt like enough.
In the middle of all this, one firing went completely berserk—patchy surfaces, discoloured pieces—and I was heartbroken. With just one day left before the market, I was genuinely worried whether I’d even break even financially.
Somewhere amidst all of this, I forgot to take enough pictures or shoot any ‘content’. But I hope these words, and the feelings behind them, can fill that gap.
The market, however, turned out to be kind. I was humbled by the support—from people I knew, people I didn’t, and even quiet onlookers who stopped by.
I won’t say I’ve overcome my self-doubt, but I’m doing a little better—thanks to friends and family. Thank you 🌼
Grateful to Mashu for believing I was capable of exhibiting and pushing me to do this.
Grateful to Sunny for being my rock.
Grateful to my friends who always show up.
To Ma and Hrid, for everything else.
And grateful to myself—for trusting and doing this.
Here’s to one of many firsts with Karu. ✨
