09/08/2026
Well, I just spent about 15 minutes writing a post updating you all on how I am (spoiler alert - not great) and my app quit š¤¬. Soooo this will be a short one.
The move was awful but it def could have been worse. Shoutout to all our friends and family who were able to help, we couldnāt have done it without you all. But it sucked. lol. Furniture didnāt fit up the stairs (we donāt have a couch anymore š«), sentimental items got wrecked and we still have s**t absolutely everywhere, which I know is to be expected, but the state of my living space greatly affects my mental health and I canāt seem to escape or get any reprieve from the anxiety I get from not knowing where ANYTHING is. It makes my reality feel very unstable and precarious. Like, I know it will get done eventually, but itās the eventually I am struggling with. I just wish I could wiggle my nose like Elizabeth Montgomery and have all of my things appear where they belong. Iām just mentally and physically exhausted and Iām ready for things to calm tf down. I want to trade all this chaos for boring. Can someone help me with that? lol
Itās been about 3 weeks since I last held a crochet hook and to say I miss it would be a massive understatement. Not only do I just not have the energy or motivation, my hands have been hurting more. Iām not sure if thatās because I havenāt been exercising them as much as I do when I am practicing my craft, but Iām hoping thatās the case.
I know this post has been a bummer and hearing someone is struggling mentally can be concerning but you donāt need to worry. At the end of the day I know Iāll be okay because I have survived worse and have gotten pretty good at clawing my way out of the darkness.
Well, I guess this did turn into a long post after all š„“. I hope to get back to posting more crochet content soon but I donāt know what that timeline looks like. So for now Iāll keep posting about my mental health in the hopes that doing so helps end the stigma around doing so and will include a crochet picture for photo tax. I appreciate you all sticking around and hanging out with me on this wild journey called life. Much love snd good vibes to each of you, unless youāre MAGA, in which casešš».
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Photo tax:: custom placemats I made for a dear friend.