10/09/2026
šæš¦ TODAY, I CHOSE ME. š¦šæ
Today wasnāt about responsibilities, deadlines, house showings, divorce paperwork, packing, or worrying about what tomorrow might bring.
Today was about ME. About peace. About healing. About simply living. ā¤ļø
My sister and I spent the most beautiful day surrounded by Godās incredible creation.
We hiked along the Salt River, swam in its refreshing waters, watched little fish swimming around us, and stood in awe as the magnificent wild Salt River horses gathered in the distance. š“š
We wandered beneath the trees, admired wildflowers, listened to the water flowing over the rocks, and soaked in the kind of quiet that heals something deep within your soul.
Then we enjoyed a lovely lunch overlooking beautiful Saguaro Lake, surrounded by mountains and endless blue skies.
But today held an even deeper meaning.
Today would have been my motherās 86th birthday. ā¤ļø
I lost her to su***de when I was just 20 years old, eight days before my 21st birthday.
My mother loved butterflies. š¦
And today, of all days, the air was filled with them.
My sister and I both noticed. We smiled and talked about how it felt as though Mom was right there with us.
Perhaps that was Godās gentle way of reminding us that love never truly leaves.
After years of heartache, stress, and simply trying to survive, Iām learning something important.
Healing isnāt always about fixing whatās broken. Sometimes itās about stepping away from the chaos long enough to remember who you are.
Today, I laughed. I explored. I breathed. I felt the sunshine on my face and the cool river water against my skin.
And for a few precious hours, I wasnāt carrying the weight of everything happening in my life.
I was simply enjoying it.
Thank you, God, for this beautiful day. For my sister. For wild horses, butterflies, rivers, and mountains. And for the reminder that even in the midst of lifeās storms, there is still so much beauty waiting to be discovered.
Happy heavenly birthday, Mom. š¦ā¤ļø
Today was for you, too.
šš One day at a time. One beautiful moment at a time. Healing, growing, and finding my way back to peace.