08/04/2026
Recently I've been trying hard to remember which movie was my favorite, which TV shows I used to like most and which anime character made me cry the most but no matter how hard I try I can't remember. I'm starting to forget everything. it feels like I never liked anything or watched anything at all..The sketch might not make any sense and just like this sketch everything in my head isn't making sense either. Colors are making me sick. I want to paint it all black and white. If possible, I want to soak myself in a pure black room where only dim stars shine brightly nothing else. I want to shut myself in such a room away from reality and everything else. Adulting is harsher than I thought.. I wish I could skip all this and rest somewhere far away from people and the world.But more than that, I want to stop thinking. I need to do what I have to do now.. but I just don't know what's stopping me.
