08/29/2026
I thought I was going to be a beautiful business coach with flowers in my hair. I was not.
In 2021, I joined a high-level business coaching group and knew immediately I was different. The very first group activity was everyone going around sharing what they were binge watching on Netflix and what their favourite thing on Amazon was. It was still Covid, people were mostly still indoors, and I had nothing to say. I sat there on that Zoom call feeling what I'd felt in a lot of online spaces by then: like a misfit, politely invisible.
The program itself was wonderful though. There were segments on branding, graphic design, and a virtual portrait session, and I fell completely in love with Canva. I started making collages of myself with flowers on my head and posting them like that was just a completely normal thing to do, which at the time felt completely right, or at least like the version of me I was trying to become.
That virtual portrait session led me somewhere I didn't expect. Straight into a self portrait program with that I'd end up returning to for years.
But here's the thing about 2021. I was taking all the chances, showing up every day, trying every version of myself online. Confident. Inspired. Completely lost.
I genuinely thought I needed to make myself look like someone that people would want to be.
I had no idea yet that the answer was already in the photographs.
2022 is next.