11/23/2024
Friends ... it has been a MINUTE & I am sorry for those that have no idea what has been going on. Aunty is here for a fast story to tell .....
I moved back to Alberta.
It wasn't without a lot of tears cried & and immense amount of energy, sleepless nights & stress exerted BUT I had to make the decision for my health. My metal health was so far gone, I didn't even know who I was any more. & with mental health comes serious pain & hurt to the physical body. I've seen doctors, done treatments & taken more pills than I should be allowed to swallow all to learn that STRESS from my home life was killing me.
It was fast and abrupt. I saw signs a year ago & new change needed to happen or I was going to die, literally. I've been getting tested for growing cancer cells in not so great areas of my body .... stress is no fu**ing joke.
SO, I gave the oppertunty for change but the decision, outside of my own, was made to never change. Words were said & my mind turned off from my BC home the minute I had to yell & scream to be heard ..... & guess what - I wasn't heard. I've never spoke like that in my life to anyone so I knew the minute it happened I had to get out and get far far far far FAR away from the nasty demon growing.
Fast forward 5 - 6 months : I relocated back to my home town and it has been the greatest life decision I think I have made. I've already lost over 20lbs of cortisol 'stress' weight. I'm off every single drug the doctors wanted me to take & last night I slept longer than my average 3 hours!!!!
So here I am today, November 23rd, looking at 100 boxes and things to unpack as I rebuild my NEW HOME STUDIO!!!!!!! I have to empty it back out and take the time to open, sort & organize BUT I am here for thr next 11 days to get it done.
I had the room painted the most gorgeous White Dove. If you know me you know white is my favorite wall color & thanks to my great friend Susie at Benjamin Moore for introducing me to this stunning shade. It is beyond perfect, fresh & clean for my art space!
....... I appreciate everyone that has stayed for the s**t show of my life. I promise, this next chapter is going to be mind blowing. Let's get the intentions right as I begin partnerships, learn new art mediums & create even more stunning pieces for all of you!!!!!
C O M I N G S O O N : Midnight Sunrise ♡.
OXOX,
- RED. ♡
