15/08/2026
Friday update: yesterday one of the caravans we contributed to left for El Cairo! It was a packed truck and so lovely to see all of you helped us put a little seed of the items in this big truck!! I passed out Valeriana tinctures to folks and to a caravan going to Buenaventura with Nidia Gongora as well as sharing out little servings of coca tea to keep us going strong!
Personally Im feeling like im unraveling slowly. My apartment complex learned itll be 4-6 months to repair soIm feeling very afloat in a sea of uncertainty. Ive been hearing so many stories from others who also have lost everything and tbh telling myself “st least I survived” isnt quite convincing my brain to not feel despair anymore. Being alone is hard, showering while being alone is hard, I realized Im terrified to go past a second story inside, every sound like above my head has me running scared, my little dog is velcroed to my side when Im at home base, my girl. And topping it off: Israeli army has arrived to Cali and arent helping but picking fights over people w Palestine patches or flags on their clothing.
But we are rolling forward.