06/04/2026
3rd year part 1.
I had my dissertation at the same time so I decided to do my practical on the same theme, catharsis through creation. Catharsis is the release of emotion, making and viewing artwork can be a cathartic experience.
I was really struggling in this period of time emotionally, I felt quite numb and couldn’t feel the urgency of my project deadlines which is something I always relied on to get me through. I really couldn’t get started, so I drew a picture of me crying. My lecturer made me print it A0 to increase its impact, but I found it also made me feel quite vulnerable being so easily seen in distress. I did some photography experimentation linked with my frustration with time blindness which you can see with the sandtimers.
I haven’t shared my actual final piece but it was a video piece where I spent hours watching and editing childhood footage, it was the only thing that brought me joy and happiness at the time. I added some nostalgic songs linked to my childhood and a voice over (that was fun learning how to edit sound waves so you can hear the voice over and music at the same time 🙃) but it’s far too personal to share so I’ve added some of my favourite sections from while I was still editing.