04/05/2026
I’ve been really quiet on here, and there’s a reason for that.
I’ve been off work for the past three months with stress, and if I’m honest, it knocked my confidence more than I expected. I ended up feeling scared to post anything about my art. So I didn’t.
But I have still been doing it.
I’ve been painting here and there, going to exercise classes, trying to actually look after myself. I helped with a banner for Calderglen Parish Church, and I managed to get a studio space for me and my local art club, which I’m really excited about.
At the same time, it’s been hard. My mental health has dipped again recently, and I’ve got a meeting coming up about my job which has been weighing on me a lot. I know I don’t want to go back, but I don’t fully know what’s happening yet.
I think the main thing is I’m just tired of being scared.
I’ve held back for too long, especially with my art, and I don’t want to keep doing that. I want to actually give this a proper go and see what I’m capable of without fear getting in the way all the time.
So I’m going to start sharing again, even if it feels uncomfortable.
Right now I’m getting ready for the spring fayre this weekend, sorting prints, signs and everything I need to actually show up properly. And I’ve got this new studio space where I can finally make bigger work
I don’t have everything figured out. I’m still in the middle of it all.
But I’m not hiding from it anymore.