01/01/2024
To me, the color green sings a song of hope and growth. Especially in the physical and spiritual wintertime, when most of the green has retreated to rest for a spell. A glimpse of green during this time feels a wink, like a quiet promise of renewal.
I’ve struggled for a while to spot these verdant signs of hope and growth. In 2022, I was diagnosed with breast cancer. After a mastectomy in December, followed by sixteen rounds of chemo over the first half of 2023, I’m now undergoing the process of reconstruction. Reconstruction of my amputated breast, my body, my life, but also my home, my practice, and eventually, I hope, my business. My shop has been closed this whole time and I’ve been mostly absent from social media, opting to keep this journey pretty private.
I’m okay. I’m recovering & getting stronger every day. I feel hopeful more often than not. Things are looking up, and as I pull my physical and spiritual gaze upward, I spot tiny sprigs of green, everywhere.
My mom has been here for a visit the past three weeks, and she brought with her some chlorophyllin from . This particular dyestuff seemed a fitting choice for this sweet little vessel, in which I’ve placed a few scraps of paper that contain my intentions for the new year. I just finished the stitching last night. It’s a small, manageable project just right for me to mark this moment of change and transformation in the season, in the year, in my life. Small steps of recovery are leading to more confident strides of progress. And this little project serves as a meditation to encourage, inspire and nudge myself further forward.
In such uncertain times, with so much of our humanity suffering at every moment, it can be difficult to find any signs of green. Going forward, I hope to use my space on this platform to share with you my slow and steady personal growth, as well as the growth I observe all around me. I hope it will provide a few green sprigs of inspiration for you. And that you can then pass it on to someone else. I wish you health, safety and love in this new year. 🤍🌱