02/01/2024
On December 18, 2023, I lost my Grammie.
Holidays are already hard for me for many reasons, but this happening right before Christmas made it hit even harder. The finality of having no more grandparents in my life sucks beyond belief, and I wasn’t ready for the feeling that followed. My Grammie was the kindest soul. She lived for her family. She loved fiercely. And she fought hard.
I immersed myself in planning a fundraiser, and let everything else go. I had no desire to be creative or crafty. I am still struggling with that aspect. I apologize to those who are waiting on orders from me and that haven’t heard from me. If you wish to cancel your order, please do not hesitate to reach out if you don’t hear from me first. I did go in my room this morning and put some cups under epoxy, so I see a light.
I don’t know what each day holds, because let’s be honest, grief is a fickle bitch. Some days I wake up feeling like I can rule the world. Others it’s a gut punch of what has been lost. She is back where she belongs in Grampas arms, but damn I wish I had them both here with me.
