Nordic Wolf Custom Carvings L.L.C

02/04/2026

Give me a try, you might actually like some of my music I'm creating. Its not just one style or type either. Its a lil bit of everything 😉.

Shadow of the Nordic Wolf is a music project built from decades of lived experience — addiction, loss, fatherhood, faith, and survival — voiced through AI as the shadow of the man who lived it.
That’s it.

No debates. No disclaimers.

The words are mine. The life is mine. The voice is a tool.

Help a heathen out and do all that fancy subscripting and such lol.

I have had sooo much artistic creativity just wanna to pop my head. I was extremely limited to basically nothing. So then I started turning 27yrs if poetry from stanza to bars, 42yrs of trauma, current situation or recent events. Depending on my mood that day, determines how it sounds or what style it is. Enjoy 😉

https://youtu.be/Rq42hwOkq3c?si=H8Ni17Az6lBKCZRN

01/23/2026

https://youtube.com/?si=KY4O92iORe2PrcRg
Already got a handful of written music edited, polished and posted. Will have more posting tomorrow. And alot more coming.

I'm turning 27yrs of poetry, 42yrs of trauma, heart break, fatherhood, biker life, current situations and recent events into hopefully enjoyable banging music 😉. As an artist. I'm completely down with criticism on any level, that's how we artist grow. I've been itching to let my creativity out. But I do not have access to my shop any longer, I still have my tools. But no access to them. So I decided to go back to word weaving. Please lmk what you think. Good, bad or ugly. It counts period.

01/20/2026

Alright. I believe my channel is up and proper now. I think 🤔🤔🤔 lol. I got a handful of songs done and ready to be aired. So I'll be uploading more of it tomorrow. If you stick around, then you better buckle up. It's gonna be a hel of a journey lol 😉.

to put years of my poetry, experiences, heartbreak, break ups, divorces, lost years to prisons and jails. over all this will be the musical telling of my life. I know not every song will be a banger. but if I happen to post one, kindly let me know if it is or if it's trash. honest and no cut cards o...

01/17/2026

I try to explain to people what I see my heathen hut finished might look like. Easiest way to explain it is that, it will be the short bus verison of a nordic longhouse lmao. But I don't need much, never really have.

Enough room for my daughter and myself. I've changed the plans up again. The front half of the roof is already framed and pitched. The back half will be raised up another 4ft taller and then a 2nd pitch. So a 2up roof "bikers will understand that knee slapping joke" haha. I figured that will give my lil girl all the room she'll need for many years to come. I can see it in my head clear as day, as I do all things I create. And I'd say it's prob about 37% completed thus far.

I'm giving myself til fall this year to have that f**ker up, winterized and ready to move in. I thought 2 months was more then enough time for a simple 20x20 lean-to roof structure to go up, yea nope. Because then I got slammed with dual eye stye infections, then we got a s**t ton of rain. Which flooded my tent out several times over. Everything in the universe has been fighting against me, screaming at me to fu***ng quit it NOW!!!!

I'm either stupid as s**t or brave as f**k, the line between the 2 is really really thin tho ha. Cuz I kept going, I'm determined to have a home I built (with whatever help I can get of course to make it possible) for myself and more importantly for my lil hippie heathen and I together as we should be. I've been thru the ringer enough in my lifetime, that I thought I broke the mother fu**er..... yea, nope. These past (hail the sacred number) 9 months have been absolute hel with working on the hut. Let alone the past 2yrs.

I'd much rather her grow up having awesome memories of how daddy made that because of her vs just buys buys buys for her. She needs to know how every step I take, every move I calculate towards my future self to benefit to the fullest. All the cries for help, all the cries while working on it while working thru the pain. My hunger to have my lil one next to me and proud to stand next to me. It's victory or valhal. It's build or d¡e trying to finish it mode. I'd really love to pull this off, because I have been given a really awesome opportunity. Because of my oldest pa brother, and his parents that didn't know me from the back side of their arses. Took a risk on this heathen that doesnt have anything to offer back yet and accepted me into the fold and offered me a piece of their 7 acres, said if I can gather the materials and find a spot. Then to give it a go. So a go I am fu***ng giving it, and I ain't fu***ng done yet. I will bend anyway I need to, but I will NEVER FOLD.

I will either complete my heathen hut, and eventually d¡e happily in the woods, where I belong, surrounded by the very things I worship. Or I'll kick the bucket trying and be buried in them woods, because for some f**king reason. Idk how to give up on something I've started. I still have alot to get for the hut. I also still have my whole shop I have to remove from a home that was never intended to be mine, even after all the time and money I've invested into that place. Like brand new floors, bottom under deck patio, new fence, and so many other things smh. I will have something that is mine, made by my own imagination and my own hands. Like everything else I've done in this lifetime. The absolutely funniest part is, she dreamt of owning a small home one day. Yet here I am doing it lmao instead of her, cuz she likes flashy shinny "here's how big my d¡ck is" things. I want the simple life.

I will either conquer and live life.
Or I'll d¡e trying, fighting for the life I want to live.
I still need a bunch of stuff to help make the idea of completion reachable tho. But for now. I continue making the moves I need to when I need to. If I can't, I'll figure a fu***ng way out on how to make them.

Come spring, it's game time!!!!. So cross your fingers, lend a hand, help somehow someway. You're either riding with me, or you're in my way. IF you're in my way, you better move quick or I will run over you and not look back. But if you're riding with me, then ill make sure there's a seat at the table for ALL supporting hands. We will break bread together. That's my word, on my honor.

It will prob end up looking like the "heathen path" pic, which I'm ok with. But I see a mix between the triangle fairytale house and the heathen path haha. So who's gonna ride this b¡tch with me until the wheels fall off??. I've learned I can't do everything by myself, I need a army behind me on somethings. The others, just a few solid people gets more done then I could ever do with my severally broken arse lol 😢....

Oh and if anyone happens to have any kinda house building materials that don't want and would possibly donate. Or if you're willing to help grab something off a list. I'd be awfully grateful. Still alot of things I need to keep my lil girl safe as can be and as warm or cool as possible. Hit a heathen up, and I'll try to list it all.

11/19/2025

I'm loosing my mind. Lost a whole pack of smokes "somewhere". So much for a relaxing day today 😢

11/12/2025

And the BIG 4two is tomorrow. Not really looking forward to it. Doesn't feel like anything to celebrate this year 😕. Maybe next year will be worth it.

11/09/2025

In 4 days I'll be 42 🤮. If anyone wants to help me celebrate it. With me, for me, together or if you can't be. It's been awhile since I've had a steak dinner, or anything remotely fancy. I'd actually eat dessert afterwards to 😉. Otherwise I won't be doing a damn thing 😞. This past 1.5yrs has been a absolute s**t show. Be awesome to catch a break and actually enjoy myself.

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10/12/2025

I'm reaching for the stars here. But gotta be worth something 😢. Share if possible please. She's the whole reason for literally everything and anything in my life that I'm doing or why I'm constantly pushing forward.

I still need sooooo much stuff.....

Gotta build an outhouse, along with a loft for my daughter
Roofing materials
Installation
Windows
Wood stove piping
Building lumber
Plastic house wrap
^just to name a few




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10/12/2025

I'm reaching for the stars here. But gotta be worth something 😢. Share if possible please.

08/21/2025

I am still alive, still sober some how and not locked up either, just really been going thru it. I'm sorry I have been extremely quiet on here for awhile now. But as most of you know. I've been going thru a divorce. I had to leave the house may 1st.

I've been living out of a tent since may 1st. My health has gotten pretty damn bad, I was literally a few steps away from organ failure. I could barely walk 3 steps or speak a sentence without becoming really exhaust or extremely fatigued. My weight usually Flux around 220lb. Currently I am at 158lbs and it's fu***ng disgusting.

I do not currently have proper access to my shop which is/was the garage that I turned into my wood shop. Even if I did, i wouldnt have room to work as it now houses ALL of my belongings. I'm desperately trying to build a small 20x20 home to not only live in, but so my lil girl has somewhere safe and a place to be free to come to on my weekends with her. I absolutely refuse to let my lil girl see me living out of a tent, especially as long as I have been. I started the small home at the end of April, yet ive barely made much progress.

We also got a s**t ton of rain this summer which has slowed down any good chance of work down to hardly any, I also got hit with a dual eye, massive stye infection 4 different times as well since the end of April. There was a point in mid/late may that I had 11 styes in the right eye and 9 in the left at the same damn time, it cause the whole bridge across my nose to be as swollen as my eyes were. And trying to ride a motorcycle with swollen shut eyes absolutely sucks. I'll include pics of everything. Weight-loss (the beardless pic is of me at my rock bottom) the other 2 and the scale pic are from 1.5 maybe 2 months ago and ive lost ALOT more since then :-(, the heathen hut, swollen to s**t eyes, etc etc.

I'm desperately trying to have my hut up before winter comes, at this rate it is not looking like a reality. That scares the living s**t outta me, because at this weight (which I haven't been since I was 16, my rock bottom weight in active addiction was 170 and I'm below that) and health level is just trashed, I won't make it threw single digit temps this winter will bring. But any progress is progress. I will continue to move forward to the best of my abilities. I will either have this heathen hut up, or I'll die trying 😢.

Now I am designing and building it (the pic of a finished lean-to is just a visual example of what im aiming for), so I can have a small primitive workshop on the side of it. I'll be pretty much off grid, which I'm absolutely ok with and how I grew up for the most part. I just have to get there first, if I can. It will be a 20x20 lean-to cabin, with a 12ft front wall and a 10ft back wall, along with a small bit of loft storage, and im building it mostly from pallets and whatever donated building lumber I can get my hands on.

Sadly I do not have a pot to p**s in anymore. So I've tried to collect and gather as much free material as possible. With that said, if anyone local has any kinda lumber they don't want and are willing to let me have, and if you could possibly deliver it since my truck isn't legal. Then I'd be awfully grateful.

One of the very first few friends I made when I moved to PA back in 2015, offered me a bit of space in his 5 acres of woods, as long as I could collect and build something. I'm about 30ish min from my daughter, which I couldn't go any further then an hour from her, I'm glad I'm not an hour away cuz I'd never be able to make it to and see her smh already struggling enough being 30m away. I'm trying to be as present as I possibly can for her. So I started construction and my dear friend helps when he's able to. He's just as broken as I am. So if anyone is willing to lend a hand, or hel even give me pointers. I will accept without a 2nd thought.

I still have a few orders left to complete, and I gave you my word. So I WILL get them done as soon as I can. I worked on orders all the way up til it was my time to move out as of May 1st, because my customers were waiting, they were wanting and I gave my word. But that backfired on me greatly, because I shoulda used that time to look more for a roof over my head. Now that roof is priority above all else, otherwise I won't be in this realm to uphold my word to those few remaining customers to get them their orders when I'm able to fulfill them.

When I say I do not have a pot to p**s in, I mean that as serious as possible, being as transparent as possible here. My truck is down because the registration and insurance is dead, my vulcans registration is dead. All I have to get around is my sportster, which I can barely keep gas in its tank. I still need ALOTA materials as well. 8 Windows, metal/tin roofing sheets, wood stove, installation, house wrap, and some other things.

I apologize, but I HAD TO turn the notifications off for my business pages because it was all becoming to much, and several refuse to feel empathy towards my s**tty situation, never asked for pity. Just a bit of empathy was all. But getting yelled at and drilled when I worked my ass off to the best of my abilities up until literally the last day, when I coulda tried harder or had more time to find a safer living situation was just stupid on my part. But I gave you my word, and I hold to that like iron on my honor.

As I've said since day one when I launched this business. I want the world to know my fu***ng name. But with loosing literally EVERYTHING, that's just not a reality anymore. But I learned that with a pack, it's possible for the world to still know who the nordic wolf is. I wanted to help my community as best as I could, even tho it seems as if im failing at everything, one thing I am not is being a man. Only way I know how to do that, is by helping make better men for it. I am still very much (6y10m) sober and with everything I've been going thru, I have no clue how. But I am and that says something, I still have my honor, my recovery and my love that I share. So in the loss (legally) of my business Nordic Wolf Custom Carvings L.L.C, I started Nordic Wolf Brotherhood [MM] (

12/28/2024

Now I usually don't blast others and their work. I have maybe like 3 times in 5ish years, and that's because I was truly impressed by their artistic capabilities. Well here I am again, impressed and trying to show the world who they are 😉.

In the mix of my chaos that has been going on, on the home front. The norns weaved a really awesome woman into my life, and she just so happens to be a multi talented artist as well.

This is jpdippednails, you can find Jenns business page on IG. These are just a few really badarse sets she's done, but she has sooooooo many more under her belt. Check her page out, and if you're digging her art then most definitely shoot her a follow.

With the help and guidance of this ol wolf, she will soon be making rune and bindrune nails 😀 ❤️. I'm super excited to see what thoughts and ideas that she'll turn into reality and a physical product to offer people. I figured my audience would probably dig that. So here I am sharing the love and giving back any way I can.

Hope my wolves enjoy the eye candy haha.

Heilsa og sæll to you and yours nordic wolves.

Keep sharing the LOVE wolves ❤️.

12/07/2024

My fb got h****d. Had to start all over 😡.
All those memories of my grandmother and such are gone 😞.

Send my new profile a request